Inventory of the Unthanked
Ariel Cao
Apr 30, 2026
Poetry

This is for the 8:05 bus that never came,
which left me on the curb where a spring tree
let its first soft petal fall
into my hand.
This is for the harsh word lodged in my throat,
a fossil of anger I carried for years,
until its weight steadied me
and kept me from tipping into a softer, weaker sea.
This is for the scar—not for the wound,
but for the new, quieter pain
that now sings a low warning a full minute before the storm.
This is for the love that left without a note,
showing me how an empty room
can flood with a different kind of light.
I am building a monument from these quiet things.
Not with marble, but with breath and memory.
It does not gleam. It hums.
A grateful, complicated sound.